My life :)

So I decided that in 2018 i am going to blog more about my life and our super cute family
So a lot has happened since my last blog mmm 5 years ago lol
I met this crazy cute guy who had a lovely daughter and I fell in love with him
We started dating in October of 2012 and it was pretty great !!
We got engaged in 2013
And married July 12 2014
We had our sweet little Bentley on April 14, 2015
And our sweet littl Charlotte December 2, 2016
Our family is completed !!
So we have a 13 Year old and 2 3/4 year old and a 1 year old
Life is busy but it is also wonderful ❤️❤️
We brought a sweet little house that was a pretty gross green and we jazzed it up to a cute yellow
We had been on a couple of road trips ..
And went to Montreal to see a Montreal Canadians game ..

:)

  so summer is almost over... i really didnt do anything exiciting over the summer... i got a new job at a resort.. its pretty sweet :) i went too some weddings :) wedding always make me happy :) i went to my cousin dales and on friday i went to my friends jannigje :) she looked so pretty :) it was pretty much the most greatest wedding mmm ever :) and those alberta boys know how to party lol... pretty sure i wanna move to alberta and party every weekend with them :)
  so other than that not much else is going on... i met some sweet guys nothing to write about just yet... i know it may sound weird but i am just not ready to date yet... i am having to much fun being single ;) like i think if i started to date right now i would feel like i am replacing and i wanna fall in love with someone not just date cause i wanna be dating someone or cause sometimes i miss it... like soomeone called my house the other day and was like i see he is dating again .. ya you know what you didnt have to call .... i am really happy for him and i wish him nothing but happiness... ya it sucks stuff didnt work out between us ... but wishing he would fall off his motorcycle and die is pretty harsh lol.....
  so i went and saw anne of green gables with my friend josh and his sister jamie :) they live in utah ... it was totally a sweet time for sure :) but i will write more later :)

:)

So I never write on this anymore... cause i don't think life is really happening lately .. but its ok :)

 i learnt alot over the past month or so.... it was a tough road and sorta still is but hey life is going to get better.... 

when you think you hit the bottom there is no way but up :) so i am on my way up.... sometimes i think i count my trails instead of my blessings...

 actually i know i do..... i think great my life is sucking right now and all i want to do is just complaining and sit in my room and cry ...

i actually did that alot lol 

So what have i been doing since mmm March...

mm i have been hanging out with some peeps..

nothing crazy or nothing normal...

i actually clean my room today and found a old journal lol

it is always good to read old things that you wrote 

and how you changed ...

and what crazy foolish stuff you wrote... 

the journal i found was the first time i had a boyfriend lol

and how much i was in love with him...

it was pretty funny lol

so i am pretty sure 90 % of people are reading this wondering if i 

am going to write about what is happening really in my life..

but i don't think i am ready to write about it or i dont 

even think i am going to write about that.... 

so if you are disappointed sorry lol

lover days present :)

so i know i am a little late with all these updates.... 

pretty sure the 30 day photo is mm gone out the window

so Timbo got me a sweet ring for valentines day :)

yes i am spoiled i know.. and yes i love jewelry

seriously what girl does not ..

And my present to tim :)

New motorcycle shoes :)

 also i made him a cute present

and my cute card :)

52 things i love about you :)

so there it is :)

so in all it was a pretty great time :)

Happy love day :)

Just a quick post before I go to bed... Valentines day was wonderful :) I got a super cute email from tim this morning and we had a date tonight :) even if we are almost 3000 miles apart he still made today wonderful... :) my present is in the mail eeekkk I can't wait to see it :) I will write more tomorrow but check out this blog :) see if you know anyone :) http://www.busybeelauren.com/2012/02/love-around-world.html

Happy valentnes day :) I hope it was great ;)

a year ago ...

so this time last year i was pretty much standing on the top of the Eiffel tower right around this time :)

Paris was wonderful at night

being on the top of the Eiffel tower was magically 

then the best thing happened Tim asked me to be his wife

he was pretty cute and romantic 

it still  makes me smile how he asked and stuff 

it was a good day

so ya we have been engaged for a year today

some people are like man thats such a long time to be engaged and long distance

wow i dont know how you do it??? 

normally mormons who get engaged get married rather quickly 

like 2 or 3 months is normal

i sorta wished we were like that 

like i love looking at wedding stuff i could pretty much do it mm everyday lol

but i love the thought of being married to tim and starting a fun live

but at the same time when you look farther then just a pretty sweet awesome off the hook

wedding

then we have to realize i need to speak hardcore french cause i will be working when

tim is in school and that seems to be hard 

considering all i can say is mmm like maybe 30 words in french 

so we decided to wait a little bit longer..

but the fact that we are not getting married right away 

doesn't mean that we are not getting married

we just sooner work more on the stuff that matters now 

then be all stressed and crap when we are married

so for all those people who say 

i hope you are not mad cause i am getting married before you.....

i say good luck :) marriage is tough and if you are 

doing it for the wrong reasons chances are your marriage is going to be crazy 

tough and stressful...

the best decision i ever made was to say yes :):)

...

so today is day 2 and the topic was your outfit for the day well since we didnt have church today my outfit is pretty much not something i would like to take a photo of... so i will come back to that one later ;) so the next day is clouds.. well since the weather is mm pretty crappy here.. i will upload of a photo of the clouds i already took 

so i took that photo like the first time i went to france .. Tim took me to the mediterranean sea 

its was so pretty there :)

its hard to believe last year at this time i was in france... 

So for Valentines day 

me and tim are going to facetime and watch a funny love story

so i meet tim like 3 years ago.... 

he was serving a mission in my branch.. 

first time meeting tim was a little weird hahah we still talk about that

i was not sure if he could understand english haha

so i talked with my hands a lot for the first while

i am sure he thought i was a retard 

but i stopped haha maybe i still do talk with my hands to him sometimes

i am really lucky to have him in my life and i am thankful that he lives in a cool place

like FRANCE lol 

so i can go to some place cool to visit...