so its been a while

hello blog world... people probably dont read anymore cause i havent been writing in a while.. but today i decided to write quick... i am baking some christmas goodies ,... peanut butter balls.. which is probably my favorite christmas goodie ... mm EVER :):) they make me super happy... and soooo good :) so today i woke up to wonderful emails and a phone call from timothee :) i wake up too that every morning.. i have a super great boyfriend... well that depends on the day ;) hahah just kidding.. so timothee got a new video game :) ok so my boyfriend loves his playstation 3 and normal i complain about him playing... first i think ok you can do something so much better then spending four hours a day in front of your tv playing and second whats the whole point.. ok i had some talks with other girls who feel the same way.. but today i changed my mind... first yes cause i found a sweet game that i can play well he plays gran turismo... so we just skype and play games lol i know nerds but it is what he loves and you know what i realized that yes it is annoying and weird but it is what he loves... and that is good.. he could be doing a lot of worse things then play video games... and hopefully when we get married he will only play for like 1 hours every week hahah hey a girl can dream.... but i am actually pretty pumped to play gran turismo.. for the first week when i go to france timothee will be in school... so yes i will be playing a lot ... lol.....

 

i cant wait to go back to france.... 

so today is the day that i would love to be in france... ok yes i wanna go there to see timothee which i am sure you all know that.. but today is the day that BOYCE AVENUE plays in france... ok so i have loved them for like mmm a year or so...i listen to them all the time... so i was crazy pumped to hear that they were going to france... so i was like alright i will stay that long just to see them.. but yes that didnt turn out i came home like 16 days before they came yes my heart is breaking a little right now... like really people you have no idea how much i wanted to see them... hahah i am complaining but i could of stayed in france longer why didnt i ... right now i would be at the concert with timothee screaming my head off... then later maybe meeting them and getting a photo taken with them... i am complaining cause i am stupid yes that is right i am stupid .. i wanted to see boyce avenue and i could of but i didnt stay so now i will just eat a huge bag of candy watch a boy and cry a little :( but i am sure they will go back in france and next time they go ... THIS LADY WILL BE THERE .... well have a good night :)

my cute boyfriend wrote me a song :)

ok so when i woke up in this morning this was in my hotmail... just another reason why i love this boy a lot.... it all weird and funny i know,... but you get how cute it is... if you wanna see it better go on my facebook :) but timothee is mmm AWESOME :) and i love him times a million :)

hello blog world ... so i havent been really writing a lot and people are probably not reading my blog anymore cause i am not in france :( but super soon i will be back in the city of love with my love :) so we started reading together again :) even tho its only been a couple of days somethings changed some things didnt... but everyday is a new day :) and a new chapter... i have been looking for plane tickets to go back to france i cant wait.. i need to start studying online for french it is going to be a little hard but i am sure timothee can help me with the stuff i need ya for a super cute french boy :) so in closing is my super cute boyfriend :) that i super love a lot... timothee is great .. he help me so much and i am grateful for him.... :)

 in 92 more days i see this boy again :)

briane by boyce avenue :):) another awesome song

:)

ya for another great day :) last night i babysit for my sister... i just love my nieces and nephews so much :) it was fun... braelynn is so funny :) then it was skype time with timothee .... then it was bedtime :) i had a little trouble feeling asleep last night... but finally i found it... then work up this morning to timothees voice saying baby :) i love waking up to his voice.. then back to sleep and being woke up by my lovely nephew zackery at 630 so i feel back asleep between texting timothee and listen to the boys fight and hearing the rain ... then skype with timothee... then just playing with the kids.. i babysit the girls well my sister and trevor took the boys swimming lessons ... i was feeding cassidy she eats alot hahah no wonder she is so chubby lol.. i just love her then me and my sister went to a craft fair thing... i wasnt going to buy anything but i went anyways.. so we went there and we just look around then i saw this sign .. it says i love you to the moon and back... so i love that saying.. i actually say it to timothee all the time.. so it was pink with white writing and yellow stars and a moon....so i got it :) i am totally going to put it up in our house when we get married :) it was so super cute .. then we skype and i showed him .. he was like wow i cant believe you found that... yes it was super awesome.. then i went to visit this man from our church with the elders.. it felt really good to go see him.. then it was back to my sisters eat some pizza talk to timothee... now i am just waiting for a movie.. then it watching that texting my lover boy and sleep :)

good morning :)

i had a wonderful sleep last night... a good whole 10 hours :)
i love to sleep like mmm love it...
yesterday was a good day... i skype with timothee a little in the morning then got ready and went shopping with lisa :) it was fun... laugh my freaking head off tons.. i also got timothee a valentines day present... :) i know it is super soon for valentines day and i should be thinking about christmas but valentines day is when we are going to be together so i think that one will be super special :) ok so then it was home skype with timothee and we watch one tree hill :) can i just say how freaking happy  i am that timothee loves those shows like glee and one tree hill and grays... since the beginning we started to watch them... we were together for a lot of them but now that we are apart we still watch them,... we just skype and watch them at the same time :) i am so happy that he is watching them with me :) then it was bedtime for timothee... this week we are 4 hours apart but starting sunday morning we are back to 5 hours :) but it is alright... so then i just chilled with my mom and talked to her and then it was bed time for moi :) alright so sleep time... like i said before i freaking love to sleep :) alright so i had a crazy dream but a good one ... so i had this dream that i got a package from timothee in the mail but on it.. it said dont open til we are on skype.. so i called him and was like alright i got your package go on skype... so then he did and i was like alright i am opening it... so it came with a cd and a gift... he was like you have to watch the cd then i will tell you to open the gift so i was like alright so i pop in the cd on just watched it then it was time to open the gift.. so has i was opening the gift it was a ring then why i looked up on the cd timothee was down on one knee asking me to marry him... hahaha so the good old dream made me happy ... when i woke up i was like wow that is super cute.. then i told him about it ... he just laughed... alright so i am going to watch ellen :) bake a yumo cake... then it is shower... then doctors...... then eyebrows then the elders are coming over skype with timothee and watch glee... i have a really busy day :) well have a good one... blog world

oh i am so in LOVE with this boy :) ya for skype :)

happy thoughts :)

so today i am going to do my blog a little different hahah not much is going on in my life these days lol being home and finally adjusted to the time change .. had a date with my besties lisa :) .. i freaking love this photo of us :) i have knew lisa for about almost 3 years hahah i know for about almost hahah... lisa is my best girlfriend i have :) i tell this lady everything.. we first met at the greatest school on earth hahah the good old Academy lol but every since then we have been best friends so that place was a good thing for that ... we had many sleep overs, went camping ... fixed the tent with a knife :) yes we are tent fixer uppers lol driving with the photo of shoell haha and the lady working on the road was staring... we went on many adventures :) down a muddy road lol... tons of shopping.. working at penningtons together :) sitting on the counters .. going to the haunted house in ktown... hahah that was a great night .. lisa is a GREAT friend .. and i love her times a million trillion :)

My most favorite photo of us :)

also long distance is grand :) i see timothee in 97 days hahah i know it is far away but the countdown is on :) i am glad that i will be with him for valentines day ... christmas and new years eve alone will suck but at least we have skype and plus i am glad we have holidays to make it go faster... so going back to france makes me happy :) hahah even tho i have only been there one time ... i LOVE france.. its my second home... so i have to learn french... alright ... thats my goal...
some goals before i see timothee..
1) learn french :) this is a must... i mean his family was great in speaking to me in english but poor timothee my litte translator ...
2) save extra money... i had a lot of money (thanks mom and dad) but i need to save some money...
3) get in shape.. hahah yes i know this isnt really a goal before seeing timothee but it is a good one to work one :)
4) love him a lot til i see him again... this is probably not going to change if anything i would fall in love with him more... but i just need to realize that he is great and i am pretty much lucky to have him :)
5) PRAY THAT THE NEXT 97 DAYS GO BYE SUPER FAST
well i am out... gotta get ready :)have a good day blog world

5 months :)

so today marks the 5 months me and timothee have been together... :) it has been a little rough with long distances and stuff but its good... he has my heart and its all good :) we are going to see each other in 2 or 3 months... i am going to go back in feb :) timothee has 2 weeks off of school and he is going to be studying but thats doesnt really bother me as long has we are together :) then i think in may he is going to come for awhile to do his ojt for school in canada then just stay for the summer... :) we have a lot of planning all good things :) well yesterday was halloween... so went to church then went to watch the boys swim :) it was great... zack was so pumped to see me :) then when we were waiting i got brae some candy :) she is the funniest kid ever... i just wanna keep her forever... then after that i came home and skype with my cute boyfriend :) then it was a little nap then more skyping i am so very lucky that timothee likes to skype with me :) then it was supper with the elders and just chilling ... then they watch a movie and i skype with timothee some more... then my sister come over and the kids were so cute in their hallowen outfits... i was still skyping with tim and they wanted to show him what they were wearing ... zack was dressed up has a ninja logan a vampire josh a pirate brae was a cowgirl and cassie was a witch... i am so glad that they get super pumped to talk to timothee.. :) they love him which is so good :) brae just goes crazy when she sees him and always wants to talk to him.. she was like i talk to timmy :) then she was like hi timmy lol ... then i chilled with them for a bit... then they left... then it was skype time again then bed... last night was the first time in awhile that i had a great sleep.. me and timothee skype on the phone... and just feel asleep.. i was having a sorta hard time with something and he was just there and was so good :) i could hear him breathing and even if he was miles away it felt like he was just here with me :) i love him for that.. i love how he puts up with my craziness and still loves me tons... i look forward to seeing him super soon... but i know that when i do see him i will be ever so grateful :) long distance is rough but i know that we are begin takin care of... :) well write later....