so this is my last full week in france and timothee last week of vacation :) yes i am so glad i get to spend the week with him :) i freaking love him and cant wait to be married to him :) so this weekend was stake conference for the church :) like seriously my whole branch could fit in just one room of these church`s.. the church`s are freaking huge :) there was this thing that they gave me it was like headphones and someone was translating in english.. it was pretty cool and neat :) so all in all the church part was really good ..
now on to the people.. the boys in france are so nice always smiling and being friendly most of them speak english to tim just so i understand and be apart of the convo .. some boys dont speak english but are still way nice ... the girls on the other hand .. some of them are so nice like always talking to me and makes me feel welcome :) but yesterday at church conference i felt like all the girls were wearing black and i was the only one wearing bright yellow.. they were just staring at me giving me dirty looks .. ok first of all i am marrying timothee so you might wanna deal with it .. like really do you think that is a good reason to be mad?? and i am not use to the french way of saying hello .. some people just shake my hand and other give me the kiss for hello .. so i might get a little confused so really do you think that is a good reason to tell people that i refuse to shake your hand?? grr i could go on and on about this.. i am a little sad right now about this and i could cry .. i try to step out of my own world and be friendly smile and try to be nice but really if you are going to bad mouth me behind my back and give me dirty looks like WHATEVER .. you should probably get to know me first cause i think i am a freaking sweet person who is nice and funny ... but no you cant get pass the fact that i am marrying timothee .. so after this whole dealo i skype with my mom she always seems to make things better i cried a little in front of her.. it sucks i know cause i know that she is probably worried about me now .. but she told me not to worry cause heavenly father is with me and i have a great fiance who will take good care of me :) even throw this whole crazy situation timothee is AWESOME .. i am not just saying that cause i am going to marry him :) but i am one lucky girl .... well sorry for the CRAZY post ..
Well I think you are a freaking sweet person!! Hold your head up high baby!!
ReplyDeleteLuvs ya,
Erin :)