happily ever after

hello blog world first i would like to say about my marriage comment that it doesnt make me happy of course marriage makes me happy picking out the dress and the flower and the ring :) its just being crazy and Cinderella got it easy... real life should be like a fairy tale you meet the prince and you know it the moment you meet he marries you takes you in a castle and you live happily ever after the end.... so the castle part i can deal with cause i always wanted to live in the castle but what if you dont know it the moment you meet what if it takes months or years does that mean he is the one or you need to find someone else.... for me i think you have only one soul mate one person who makes you feel like you can believe Cinderella and live happily ever after... ok so you might be thinking what is wrong with diana and tim?? are they not happy?? is he not her prince??? ok well nothing is wrong with us we are just fine and we are happy and he is my prince :) so it is all good...  we actually went on a date tonight.... to see the kids are alright... hahah please dont go see this movie... it was a waste of money we only laugh once and the rest was a weird movie... but we were together... and that's what matters... it was a nice day ... it always a nice day with him  :) I miss my mom i know you hear that a lot but my mom is great i cant wait to see her and give her a hug.... like i miss her a lot i cant tell her how much i miss her cause i will probably cry on the phone then she will start crying and then it will not be good... but i did write her a postcard and told her so i think she knows i miss her..... has for the rest of my family i miss them too... dont get me wrong i am not homesick like i love france i could most def live here which is good just incase i need to move here for reasons :) but i do miss my family of course it is normal ... but i am happy to be here... i love tim he is great even if he bites his fingernails a lot and it DRIVES me crazy lol but i cant think of any other place i rather be then here with him :) well i need to get to bed..... night blog world..... also tim wrote me a cute song :) it was way cute it made me cry a little ...