stuff i wish i would of listen to :(

i am actually up pretty late this is the only time i can call my mom  cause she works during the day so that means i need to stay up to at least 1 to talk to her.. which i dont mind cause i love my momma:)
so my title is good... has i sit here all alone in my dark room well tim is just next store sleeping.. i think about stuff i should of listen to ..  so here is a list.. i am not sure how long it is going to be but oh well...
so 1) i wish i would of listen to people when they said dont get your hopes up.. ok yes i get my hopes up fast and quick.. i never think about it might not happen.. when people say they are going to do stuff they should do it.. i have learn not too has of today lol... also you should never cause if it doesnt happen you will think alot about it like what if.. what ifs always come along with it...
2) no use crying over spilt milk... lately i have been crying over everything :( no good... i have learnt not to cry so much.. when i am about to i just think about something that makes me happy :) they is no use crying over stuff you cant control... and there is no use wasting your tears on stuff that you can not fix...
3) when people tell you that you are going to need this in a period of you life.. trust me you will most def need everything that you learn.. i remember in high school taken french .. i thought to myself right i am never going to need this in my life.. GUESS WHAT... i do.. i should of listen to that and study more then i wont look like i am completely stupid when people talk french to me here..
4) things change.. ok i listen to this one a little.. but things change sometimes quickly.. my life has had some crazy changes .. also people change just cause a person change doesnt mean anything.. if you love this person enough then you shouldnt let the change effect your love.. i mean really people change all the time.. i change more then anyone i know.. i change my mind all the time...
so things i need to work on are mostly these things... i need to change i need to be the person i was before... i am still that same person just a little different.. i need to laugh more.. i do laugh but not has much.. i need to have fun and not let like things bother me.. i need to have faith in stuff.. i need to not be so snotty.. i need to not take my family for granted... i need to just be HAPPY.. also i need to meet boyce avenue it is a band that i love so much.. they are coming to france like 16 days after i leave :( but i will most def see them for sure.. i have a boyfriend who lives in france so of course i will be back :) ok well i took this photo today well tim was at school it is probably the only photo i am going to get with him till i meet him.. so that is my goal next year to meet boyce avenue and go to one of there concerts :)