my last day in france :(

ok i will try not to cry ... but i probably will.... so begin my last day in france i need to do stuff... i need to pack and also get a box ready to mail my clothes.. i have been here for 32 days so i have brought alot of stuff.. hence why i have to mail a box of clothes home.. lol ... alright so last night was date night.. we went out with timothèes sister and husband :) they are so funny... his sister is so freaking awesome and his brother in law well he looks like bradley cooper lol but it was a good night of chinese food, laughs, and of course a movie..  we went to see the town.. it was in french but i understood it  a little.... so right now i am just chilling in tim's room with his nephew he is playing video games so it seems like tim is here with me :) but he is not his is at school :( so last night after we got back we just have a talk and then tim came in my room and we just cuddle for a bit then he was like ok i am going to bed... i love you.. good night.. i heard the door close and started to cry ok.... i was like oh freak my last day in france so i cried for like what seem like forever then i went in his room.... he was just lay in his bed... i came in with my nose running and tears just fallen fast down my face ... he was like whats wrong.. i was like i am going to miss you a lot.... then he just held me in his arms and i just cried.... ok i am glad to be going home i am pumped to see my family... i am so glad to get hugs from my nephews and neices.. i am exicited to go out with my sister and just chill... i just wish i was taken timothee with me ..... i wish i could just put him in my suitcase and take him forever... but i know that we are strong and going back to long distances sucks butt ... but i know that we can do this... its not a huge deal... but it sucks ... but i am in love with this boy like crazy .... he is the greatest boyfriend.. he is funny.. he is nice... he is caring... he is strong... he is MINE :) i am lucky to be in love with him and even tho we are not together in the same place... we are going to be good.. i woke up today with him coming in my room to give me a kiss and tell me he loves me and he will see me tonight.. yes for my last day timothee is at school .. but thats ok cause he needs to be there and to do well which i am sure he will do awesome :) then i fall back asleep and woke up to the cute email that made me cry... there is a quote that i love  

missing someone isn't easy, but having someone to miss is wonderful, and even better is the anticipation and excitement of getting to see them again.

i will miss tons of things about france... the weather.. the food... timothees family ... tons of shops... waken up to timothee kisses every morning and just being with him... fallen asleep in his bed watching movies or playing video games... ( i fall asleep he  is sitting up watching the movie or playing video games..) his hugs.. his smile... his funny jokes... him taken forever in the bathroom... going to church with him... eating double cheeseburgers lol... but i know that this is not the end of us only a chapter in the book of diana and tim :) we will see each other again in 2 months or 3 and when we do we will be has happy has ever... i love this boy :) well i must go and start packing and doing all that fun stuff before timothee comes home... we are going shopping tonight and just doing fun things :) so tomorrow i fly out at 10:10 france time so pei time 5:10 AM and i arrived in halifax at 5:55 PM with a 4 hour stop in london.. so i am sorta pooping my pants cause i never went on a plane alone before so this a huge step lol... i mean when we took the plane here or to paris timothee showed me where to go and what to do .. he did everything... so now i am like oh great lol but i have 4 hours in london so i am sure i will know what to do ... and plus the people there speak english so i am sure they will help me... hopefully lol... but i am out... peace out.... goodbye from france :) 

also this photo was taken last night before we went out.. yes i will be stealing that pink shirt :)